Amazing how life impacts goals. Reality only seen when it is you this happens to.
I apologize for a month of radio silence. It was never intended. Never a goal. Call it what is was, overwhelmed by life’s unexpected. Use your imagination. I feel not doubt you will reach full understanding even without knowing all my circumstances.
At the time of the first impact I was close to full discovery of Deerbrook’s origin. AniMap 5 was a week away from completion. My first book released and well into the second. The future looked bright. Then the first of my chain starts with a job elimination. Spirals from there and hard stop hits on progress.
This week I moved past blockers. I now slowly bring all of this back into flow and goals. All problems still not resolved, but are to the point I can and need to let them continue their course. I know this doesn’t mean another hard stop doesn’t come. It means I feel confident they won’t. That is the difference.
My process when momentum gained moving AniMap forward including becoming more transparent, more human. Remove the machine side life has become. I hope everyone starts to make this move with me.
This post is about more human connection. More understanding, AniMap LLC is not a machine. I am not backed by staff, investors, or anyone. AniMap LLC, is me and my wife. AniMap 4.0 had one volunteer tester, version 5 has only my wife.
Giving is our goal and purpose. Income locked to a moderate lifestyle for a programmer and his wife. Profits to expand the gift. To build a model companies can survive and thrive without demands of massive profit gains yearly. That happens when enough is defined. It does not mean no goals or no growth. It means support from people connecting on shared values to aid in growth.
My core is people first always, in everything. Money, never a primary goal of anything I do. After all what does more money, more material items mean when you have enough already? Those who constantly chase more, I look at as dogs chasing their tail. Always seeing a goal but never reaching it.
Moving forward is planned slow. More complex than most a constant in my life. Different thinking my normal. What my hard stop looked like doesn’t add how I got there or where I am today. Think of me as your computer you cannot simply click “restart” your only solution is unplug the power. That is where I was…
Today power was restored, but unlike a computer coming on quickly I will do it in a controlled manner. For me, this was the first time I ever reached a hard stop. Every first has consequences, even mine.
I look forward to the coming weeks, coming back online then driving forward what was hard stopped a short time back.